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I officially HATE money...well, I hate not having money. No matter what I do to better our situation, I feel like I'm not gaining any ground. Even though I know I am...and our situation will get better, it's already shown some improvement. I seriously feel like I look down the road of our finances and it's this long, straight stretch of road and it just continues getting smaller and smaller...with no end in sight. Will we ever get to where we want to be? I hate living paycheck to paycheck...I mean, what's the purpose to life if you can't live a little and spend some extra cash on yourself? Right? *wink* Once we get our tax return, our situation will be better than now, I am impatiently waiting for that day to come though...come IRS...any day now! Sheesh. If I had tons of money...here is what I would do....

• Start a college fund for Hailey (not just her savings acct)
• Tour Europe
• Buy a house or have it built
• Buy a whole new wardrobe, shoes included
• Get a brand spankin new LandCruiser...or that new Lexus that parallel parks itself
• Get a motorcycle and my motorcycle license
• Stop working here...and only work part time elsewhere, like starbucks..free coffee!
• Get a boob job...yes, I do want one...haha, sigh...to be a normal size...
• Possibly get a chin implant lol, haven't quite decided on that one yet
• Have the wedding, reception and honeymoon Michael and I deserve and didn't get

Those are just a few things....

Oh, so I applied for a new job here within the credit union. It's the Loss Control Specialist in the Fraud Department. So...cross your fingers! Well, who knows what will happen. I don't have much experience, but it doesn't hurt to try. But, I'm not getting my hopes up.

Well everyone...my lunch is over. Off to the DOL I must go (there's that Yoda syndrom again).

Peace...

=Stephanie=